My Little Dreams

I'm trapped, always trapped between my family and my own feelings.Which one i must let it go??i don't wanna be a bad girl to my parents but i don't wanna be either let my happiness on another people.What should i do eh?

Sometimes i wondering if i'm not me, if i have brother, if i'm not anything, if i'm just an ordinary girl. I always get depressed if stuck with this shit problem.Do they will understand me eh??or everything must get my understanding?

I'm wondering if i'm not me...will become true??but i think it wouldn't.